These last few days have been quite harsh for me. First off, I started loosing a lot of my friends. I suppose I'm still oblivious to the "laws of high school". But honestly? Screw that, I live by my own standards. Also, I've been very sick. I even had to go to the hospital, which even though I'm used to, I still hate. Also, my boyfriend broke up with me. That pretty much killed me. He said that the reason was that he didn't "know how to act about us in school"... I still think that BS. Also, my parent have gotten into a tendency of yelling at me when they're mad at my brothers.

Anyways, I just need help.. I've been trying to act serene about every thing, but what happened with Sean simply destroyed me. I haven't spoken to him since then, which has been only a week. I walked away crying from him, and I couldn't look at him. How's that for saying no matter what, we'll be friends? Fail. Anyways, I need to stay in contact with some of my DA buddies. Especially BeatCJ(: Hopefully he reads this. o:

Byeee